130+ Meals, 13 Lessons

130+ Different Individuals
~14 Hours per Week
19 People with 3+ Meals

Now it's the end of second semester.

This spring, I grabbed meals with 130+ different individuals. For the first three weeks, I was on a borderline-unhinged schedule of three meals a day. But then I mellowed out because of how difficult it was. Instead, I kept to about 2 scheduled meals a day, with a typical meal being about an hour long.

I spend about 14 hours, give-or-take, on social eating each week–the time commitment was basically a whole extracurricular in itself. (Note: I was taking chill classes in my second semester, so I had bandwidth for this).

After 130 meals, certain patterns emerged.
Here are the 13 lessons that survived the chaos:

01. Social fatigue is real, but so is the renewal
Some weeks, I’d feel daunted and tired from looking ahead to all the meals I’ll be having. But without fail, I’d leave every meal feeling lighter, more curious, more grounded. It turns out that talking to people is energizing and rewarding for me. Mercifully, I’m high in extroversion.
02. I accidentally mastered the art of BS-ing questions on the spot
You would be shocked by how many meals involved the other person asking zero questions. Zero! As a result, I've developed a strange superpower: open my mouth, and a question just… materializes… and it feels pretty natural.
03. ADHD shows up in conversations in fascinating ways
I was diagnosed with ADHD in my first semester, and it became very evident as I grabbed meals from the topic-pivots, intense interest, bursts of hyperfocus. I started noticing patterns in the way my brain wanders and returns to threads in the conversation, and how easily I can get distracted by a cool tangent. Though, people are usually chill and accommodating, even appreciative of how I engage with them.
04. Formulas for a conversationalist?
I converged to a certain flavor of introspective, fast paced, probing conversations because I always enjoy asking: What did you learn about yourself last semester? I love the pauses of people who seriously consider my question.
05. Even if it's my 20th time telling the same story, it's someone else's first time hearing it
Meal-grabbing forced me to stay present even while repeating information and stories about myself. For them, it’s new. For me, it’s practice in showing up sincerely. I feel like I become unsentient if I am not thoughtful about what I am sharing. Though to be totally honest, sometimes I’m a bit annoyed when I have to repeat some rehearsed tidbits about myself, because I already know that about myself – I’d much rather want to learn about the person sitting across from me.
06. If I ask you for a 1:1 meal… I mean 1:1
This one feels obvious, but apparently it's not. A few times, someone brought an entire friend group to our meal. Sometimes, it's great I meet more awesome people. But if I asked you, I wanted to get to know you.
07. Great conversations don't magically turn into great friendships
This one hurt a bit. But without follow-up from either side, the connection just floats away. Intentionality is everything.
08. Great conversations should not always be turned into a romantic interest
Just because I have an electric conversation with a person, I don't need to like them!! I've had a few experiences where I developed a crush during the meal, but interesting conversations are necessary but not sufficient.
9. Send the Google Calendar invite, don't be shy!
If a meal is scheduled in advance, there is a non-zero chance the other person will forget. Two more bonus etiquette: A GCal invite with both of our names, "Person <> Tina Lunch" is preferable over "Lunch with Tina". Also, check in the morning of—most people appreciate it.
10. Be bold and proactive, then it becomes second-nature
I got used to asking people for their number in passing, which is awesome. I appreciate getting people's number to text as it lets me share events or send reminders (including "NYers, are you voting???"). Funnily, people still react with shock when I say I'd also be the type of freak who emails strangers to grab meals.
11. Group meals are almost impossible to schedule—but they're still worth trying
I do enjoy intentional group meals, as rare as it is for the full group to make it. That's why I appreciate clubs that encourage you to have group meals.
12. If you can't do meals? There's always coffee or boba or free walks
The format doesn't matter. The intention does.
13. What a beautiful thing it is when my friends become friends
When my friends from different places converge and realize how awesome each other is, it brings me immense joy.

The Alignment Chart

The most interesting meals.. Hover to reveal the stories.

Lawful
Neutral
Chaotic
Good
😊
2 stories
Valentine's Meal → Real Friendship Valentine's meal with someone from my friend's suite after a semester of planning. Our first conversation was about values. I asked for a selfie right after we sat down to commemorate our friendship. She became one of my really good friends.
The Ex Situationship Gift Exchange Meal with my ex situationship was surprisingly chill, dude was really nice. He even gave me a little gift of origami stars in a bottle and Snail Mucin (skincare product), because I got him a bowl during Christmas. We made art using the sorbet.
😌
2 stories
Startup Over Situationship My friend told me about a crush/situation at the beginning of the semester. A few months later, he told me he broke things off with the situation so he can build his startup.
The 5-Hour Chinese Class Conversation Meal with my classmate in Chinese as an attempt to get to know everyone in my class. Surprisingly interesting conversation—we talked so much after our meal, we ended up going to 1701 Records to continue talking for a total of 5 hours.
🤪
1 story
The Memory-Maxxing Friend + Spontaneous Dance One of my friends told me about his 7-day challenge with memory maxxing, where he quarantined himself to a room with only a journal and pencil so he can write all of his memories. He says he can remember every day by moving forward one day at a time—which felt unbelievable. Another friend joined us mid-conversation, and a dining hall staff asked that friend to showcase a dance based on his shirt—and he danced as my memory-maxxing friend and I beatboxed.
Neutral
😗
3 stories
Ghosted Club Supervisor Redemption Meal with my supervisor of a club team I ghosted. We became friends after we attended a conference together.
The Transactional Upperclassman On the very first meal with one of my upperclassman mentors, he asked me "what can I help you with?" when we sat down. While I appreciate the offering, I felt like it was sad it felt transactional, and perhaps he expected people to reach out for getting help. He's also the only person who eats quickly before we engage in conversation, so it was a bit out of sync.
😐
1 story
Two Breakfast-to-Formal Rejections Two people who I got breakfast with respectively, asked to get subsequent breakfast, then asked me to the first-year formal... but I turned them down.
😅
4 stories
AI Dinner → Intel Stock → Dating At a dinner about AI, I bought Intel stock based on someone's suggestion; it began my investment journey. I also met someone who I later dated because I gave him a book recommendation and got his number, then we got boba.
Three Friends Watching From Afar The meal where 3 of my closest friends sit in a vertical line across 2 tables, watching me get a meal with my then-boyfriend (the same one as above) who they haven't even met yet in person but always hear me crash out about (save for one friend who's in the same class).
Confession: He Likes My Friend The meal where the dude admitted to liking my friend.
The Hidden Olive Oil Stash Someone divulges they have a hidden stash of olive oil they enjoy ingesting by the spoon. So we taste-tested the dining hall olive oil in a spoon—my first time.
Paul Graham Essay Bonding + Crush Development My lunch with a club tag who I followed on LinkedIn and got the meal because we're both interested in AI. We were chatting about techy things, and he was explaining Microsoft's investments into quantum computing—I knew the exact interview video he was referring to because I watched it too. He's one of the first people who is as familiar with Paul Graham's (founder of Y Combinator) essays as I am. Through these conversations, I developed a little crush but I didn't act on it.
Evil
😬
2 stories
Double-Booked 20-Minute Meal Meal with someone who double-booked me—we only got to have a meal for 20 min, then the other person joined us... I suppose the rumors that it's hard to get a meal with this person are true. Unlike them, I'm open to get meals with anyone..
Almost Got a Meal with My Gossiper I almost got a meal with someone who I know gossips about me, but I ran out of time to ask for the meal!
😭
1 story
"We Not Tight Like That Thoooo 😭" The person who said it was "just a lil weird" for me to ask for a meal when "We not tight like that thoooo 😭"
😰
2 stories
The 500-Word Google Doc Ghost I got a spontaneous meal with the developer of a chrome extension for Yalies because I needed him to help me troubleshoot some issue. We ended up having a really interesting conversation, so we talked for 5 hours. At some point we talked about romantic relationships, and he asked for a hug which I awkwardly gave him—I thought we both developed some slight romantic interest. A few days later he sent me a 500-word Google Doc, starting with what he admired about me and his emotional baggage from a past relationship as he said "I hope you know that I do actually believe my inability to bask in your sunshine right now is my loss." Then he ghosted my reply Doc. I saw him in passing a few months later and I tried to say hi, and he ignored me then sent me an email to not contact or acknowledge him for the rest of the semester.
The Surprise Friend Group Ambush When I asked to get a meal with someone, the other person takes me to their friend group so it was just a group dinner, which I did not appreciate cause I wanted the meal to get to know YOU. Also the friend group was just talking amongst themselves.
14. Some meals become turning points

When I reflect on the meals, I remember each meal, where and to some extent what we discussed as I look back at the Google Calendar, endearingly dubbed gcal.

One meal stands out. A breakfast scheduled five days in advance with a guy I met at a Spring Fling (Yale’s student-organized concert) darty. He was a friend of a friend, and he has heard about how similar we are about our question-asking and meal grabbing. I didn't think much of it when we exchanged numbers. I definitely didn’t think I’d later date him. And this is the beautiful, terrifying thing about meal-maxxing… you never know which meal is going to become a story.

And this is the beautiful, terrifying thing about meal-maxxing: you never know which meal is going to become a story. The next blog is about what happened after.

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